personally...

i don't get it, but my employment was effectively terminated tonight after 2 months due to reasons that the board was unable to quantify, at least not to me. i do not get it, nor has anyone approached me regarding these irreconcilable differences. Apparently, it's not personal- it's just that the congregation is feeling like it's not a good fit...

this leads me to my rant. i have gotten away from blogging as an output for my rants and things that bother me. back to it i come. i am so sick of the phrase "it's not pesonal". especially in this case- i can't stand it. i'm a person, it involves me- that makes it personal!! moreso, when it comes to church, the church is my life. i don't leave the "work" there at the office. and for rachel, it's what's outside of work for her. church is our lives!! and if there's something wrong there, it may not be against my personality, but it is personal because i'm a person and it's MY life that's invested. so take the it's not personal and stop using it!